Monday, April 25, 2011

reaching for nothing

I think, right now, I'm reaching out... only to be ignored. We've known eachother for how many years... and all of the sudden you come back and you're too good for us and you're lying to me... I bent over backwards MANY times for you when you were going through family shit and now you're too good for me?... I think maybe I'm done trying...

                                    ...just sayin...

Saturday, April 23, 2011

just sad

i dont think ive ever felt so alone... So un wanted... So unimportant in my life... And it hurts...just sayin...

Friday, April 22, 2011

The term 'people' is used way too freely these days...

Today those Westboro Baptist idiots are protest outside a highschool... REALLY?! A HIGH SCHOOL? You really are okay with protesting outside a highschool and a memorial service for a fallen serviceman? YOU ARE NOT PEOPLE! You're BASTARDS that deserved to burn in hell... and that's a promise... you ARE going to hell. I know this isn't the first time they've protested but I guess this one hit way too close to home and it PISSES ME OFF!

Today I thank God for all the men and women who risk their lives to keep us free! Today I pray for the family of Sgt Maher and the students of Thomas Jefferson High school - God bless all of you standing out there in support! tell 'em how it is guys!

Westboro Baptist Idiots are a waste of space and the air they breathe...just sayin...

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Bipolar?

Yes, Mother Nature you ARE bipolar! Why must you tease us with 1 SUPER nice day and then get all gloomy and gross again! I can't take the babies out in the nasty rainy FREEZING weather! Its almost May... can we please have some nice weather stay around for awhile?...just sayin...

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

So much to do before the "I dos"

How do people do this? I feel so overwhelmed already... its well over a year untill we get married and I'm already stressing out. There's so much to do - so much to plan and SO much money to come up with. I'm starting to think, more and more, that we should just have a small courthouse wedding and then have a reception... that right there would take 3/4 of the unknowns out of the equation. I have a feeling that even if I had given myself 3 years to plan a wedding I woudl still feel like there's not nearly enough time to get everything done. Is a piece of paper really worth all this hassle? As far as I'm concerned we're already married...

ugh! don't EVER try to plan a wedding...just sayin...